Thursday, 31 January 2013

tawakal time :DDD

time to give me spirit!!!
and time to give me du'a!!!
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Alhamdulillah friends!!!
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my first phase of suffering has over
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4 unis have completed
and all the way to UNITED STATES!!!
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now. 1 more to go
and it's not hard for me tough
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and sooooooo
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jeng jeng jeng
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1. WISCONSIN MADISON
2. PENN STATE
3. UNIVERSITY OF IOWA
4. TEXAS AM
5. SUNY BUFFALO
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pray for me friends.
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so i will be admitted to all those university
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let leave it to HIM
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because he already decided the best for me 
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:DD
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InsyaALLAH 

Saturday, 26 January 2013

don't cry

whoaa. spiderwebs everywhere :D
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assalamualaikum busy friends
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how's life?
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still laughing?
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still smiling?
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still faking?
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hummmmmm
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I MISS YOU GUYS DAMN MUCH!!!
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the moments when i keep yelling at timah kutu
for always being the late one
but patiently, we still wait for you
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the moments when my mood never stable
for crying whenever i wanted
but patiently, trying to cool me down
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the moments when everyone is fighting
to show who is the best
but you gave me win
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the moments when my childishness came
i will never show that i am wrong
even i am wrong, the ego me
but the fights make me feel of being loved 
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the moments when we run together
the moments when we act together
the moments when we talked girls stuffs
the moments when we being a sushi
the moments when we loss
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how i wish the time will turn around
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how i wish we never grown up
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how i wish you guys are still here
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how i wish to thanks you guys
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for the reason
of teaching me the true meaning of friends
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that i will never find it here
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*feel of crying babies*
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may our friendship stay stronger and till the last breath on earth
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i miss you guys friends :D


Friday, 18 January 2013

amalina!!! i move on suda :DD

hahaha
i know it's hard to find someone who is more childish than me
(except for BANI)
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but hey
i found many
which they seems to be pro in maturity
but huh?
they are more childish than me
which i should say
MORE STUPID!!
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when i say "aku dah tak heran''
means....
i will never care about what you guys wanna do
wanna bromance?
wanna rot in hell?
wanna fart?
wanna fight?
wanna die?
wanna call me bitch or miserable (which i call you guys mother fucker jerks)
then we are equal!! HAHAHAHAHA
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I DON'T CARE!!
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so take note
i am so not good in consulting myself
i tend on crying and caring for others
i tend to make fights with my friends
(only with the one i called friends)
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but not with you guys anymore
because i declare that you guys are just mr and mrs invisible
in my book
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so relieved now!!!
because i have no desire 
to create any fight with you
and i will ignore you guys
FOREVER
because you jerks are not my friends anymore.
(now PLEASE say ALHAMDULILLAH :D)
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BHAHAHAHAHAHA
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so thank you jerks for making me :
1. calling you guys jerks
2. for making you guys suckers
3. for declaring invisibility
4.  and showing my childish more
5. make me a drama director (grab popcorn)
6. for making me concern of my life more
7. for making me learn the 'friends' meaning
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errr. 
back to topics -,-
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why i say you guys are childish than me?
because you don't fight in ring
you fight outside the rings
(which i said it is a coward action)
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and lastly
i am so thankful if you jerks are annoyed with me
as i was double the triple the infinity
annoyed with you guys!!!
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BHAHAHAHAHA

Wednesday, 16 January 2013

friends

assalamualaikum peeps.
looks like more people kind of neglecting this blog which i believe most of you guys are busy.
hummm. 
it past 3 days from my birthday and many things happened lately
especially those who i so called 'friends' here
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it's not that i'm pissed off or i'm sad.
i was just tired of caring and crying and thus,
this made the ignorance me
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yesterday, they wanted to have birthday celebration for me
by bringing up 101% hopes 
that i will be happy or what
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but guys!!
i don't celebrate birthday
i don't blow candles
i don't like birthday songs
i don't like birthday cakes
and stuffs
because this things made me feel so shy
when somebody do appreciate me
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so thus, i will hide my shyness
by looking that i don't even care what you guys are doing :(
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the thing that i only craved from my big day
is only
birthday wishes
i don't mind presents
(which i exactly never wanted to)
because i don't want to have any dept on people
because me myself do not concern bout dates
and i think
i might will forget your birthday later.
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hummm.
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friends
i'm so sorry for screwing it up yesterday
and i even don't know how to fix it. -,-
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hahaha.
and i know, that's the exchange
for not wishing me on that day,
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so againn.
i'm deeply sorry for everything :(

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

Happy New Year Whatever Korang !!!!

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM WBT(sila jawab salam sebelum meneruskan pembacaan huhu )


Well well west dah masuk tahun baruuu kan ?
So apa habaq kalian semua di tahun yang baru lagi bersih dan aman ?
hihi
sedar tak sedar, sebenarnya kita dah lama masuk tahun baru ni
Sejak Maal Hijrah sebenarnya tapi kita mesti nak ikut kalendar masihi jugak kan
Sebab kita pun dilahirkan ikut kalendar masihi, betul tak ? ke tak ? hahaha

Well, what is my intension for le new year ? Sebenarnya banyak sampai tak tertahu
Tapi nak accomplish kan tuuuuu.... Wallahualam
Cuma apa yang aku harapkan, kita semua semakin TAHU apa yang kita semua nak dalam hidup,
dapat bezakan antara baik dengan buruk
dapat bezakan antara ilmu dan jahil
dapat bezakan mutiara dan kaca (cehhhhh ayat buku alaf 21 kot hahahaha)
Tak payah fikir jauh2 kot selagi kita tak dapat betulkan apa yang tak betul dalam diri kita
(NOTE: NASIHAT UTK DIRI SENDIRI !!) (warna AHLONG sudah keluar mehh)

Hmmm yang pasti header tu AWESOME credit to IR Animo (booooooooooo) haha
Korang, doakan aku kuat tau sebab aku takut, aku rasa aku macam cepat jatuh je lately ni
Kalau korang dapat rasakan mende pelik2 kat aku, jalankan tugas korang sebagai sahabat aku pleaseeee
Tegur tegur tegur dan terus menegur !
Jangan buang aku tau hihihi *touching tak korang ? XD *

Well, sebenarnyaaa aku cuma nak ucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru jee. 
Karya aku macam dah malap dalam blog ni
So aku nak sumbangkan sikit jejak dalam bukuhitam ini :)

Akhirulkalam (ayat alaf 21 lagi hahaha) semoga korang takkan pernah lupakan each other
Pleaseeee itu je yang aku mintak
Kalau ada yang terasa hati kat aku sepanjang TAHUN LEPAS, aku mohon maaf sangat
Maafkan aku tau korang ? hee :)

Kay itu sahaja dari saya yang menawan dan jelita ni (maafkan saya sbb tak dapat tahan diri dari memuji diri sendiri)
Semoga kita semua tergolong dalam kalangan para mujahidah yang akan terus berjuang kat jalan Allah swt
Aamiin ya Allah :)

-F.I.N-