tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13061207753738377642024-03-10T20:23:44.333-07:00SweetPeaceMemoryOur storyUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger232125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-37621087747229735792023-07-16T17:12:00.003-07:002023-07-16T17:12:36.032-07:00TTC updates #4<p><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: arial;">Hoi lama gila tak update my TTC journey. Setahun lebih matt. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">So last update was the time when I went to Hospital Putrajaya for my blood taking. Then after that kena buat appointment at Pusat Bersalin Berisiko Rendah (PBBR) in Putrajaya. Went there and it was just for them to inform the next step and the precautions that must be taken before doing it which the next procedure was semen analysis and spouse blood taking. Ini of course Mimi kena ada.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Our blood works and his semen analysis turn out okay. The doctor suggested a supplement for Mimi to take to improve his health and for me she just said to continue to take folic acid. The next step that I need to take after that was HSG procedure which they want to check my fallopian tube etc.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">HSG procedure for me was only painful when they want to inflate a balloon inside my uterus. It was like period cramp day one. Make sure you eat the medicine that they provided for you before doing HSG as they said this procedure might have some allergies effect if you have allergies and please refrain from doing sexual intercourse from day 1 of your period till the procedure. So after that, we will wait for our next appointment to talk about my HSG result. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></p>eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-81279310663483943532023-01-04T19:59:00.002-08:002023-01-04T19:59:45.922-08:00Holla 2023<p style="text-align: justify;">Hi 2023 and good bye 2022</p><p style="text-align: justify;">2022 was over 5 days ago and to quick recap what happens in 2022; I officially quit my master, changed job twice (and quit my part time job) and something hurtful happens. But I think what happened although they seem bad but I managed to get silver linings from all of these. When I quit my master, eventhough macam sayang etc. but I felt huge burden was lifted off my heart when it happens. Before tu rasa macam nak mati je hari-hari dah bayangkan Mimi balik rumah tengok aku tergantung kat kipas (kakakkak over bayangan) and after that rasa lega gila rasa nak hidup dah. And after that baru serious cari kerja so that's why changed job twice and I think its good for my carrier progression sebab sebelum tu tak bergerak langsung. Small step Mardhiah, small step (semoga saya dikurniakan new better job in 2023). For something hurtful tu can not lah disclose 😂. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">And hopefully 2023 will be a wonderful year for all, semoga dimurahkan rezeki untuk saya, ahli keluarga, dan sahabat-sahabt saya dan juga semoga diberkati Allah SWT dalam apa jua perbuatan yang kita lakukan :) </p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p>eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-78233649951711355962022-04-01T05:11:00.001-07:002022-04-01T05:11:10.269-07:00…<p>Baru kena reject dengan satu company ni that I really wanted it. It was my mistake to tell them my education plan. Rasa down sgt but ntah lah. </p><p>Job seeking sucks. I’m tired of having this rejection and failure feelings. </p><p>O God, please give me the job that’s the best for me and don’t let me discourage from rejections. </p>Chuakaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03285056102136747185noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-15191945307672298492022-03-11T07:24:00.001-08:002022-03-11T07:24:20.373-08:00TTC Updates #3<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc;">Today is kinda a mendung di awan kelabu day for me. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Harini pergi hospital for blood taking for day 21 of my menstrual cycle. Sakit gila dia cucuk. Derma darah pun tak sesakit itu, (ke pain tolerance aku macam dah low?) but the nurse that took my blood was nice so macam ah simpan je lah dalam hati. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">I do have some issues with my period sebab macam irregular, so after that I went to the front OnG counter and consulted the nurses there. Nurse tu tanya doctor kat dalam and turns out my supposed day 21 is not today. It will be next week so I need to come back to do blood taking. Kena hadap lagi untuk dicucuk 😵.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">I am already stressed because of overthinking etc. about my health conditions then my mother told me that my father kena COVID for the second time. Risau gila and then tambah lagi my overthinking about his health. Nauzubillah. Semoga my father and my brother can regain their full health as fast as they could. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Then after tu pergi buat usual chores that I needed to do that day. Petang tu pergi ambil Mimi from his workplace. Aku dari semalam dah rasa nak makan nasi kerabu W** A*** at Pasar Malam Putrajaya tapi Mimi tak nak pergi sana, he just wanted to go to the pasar malam nearer to our kawasan rumah but kat sana tade nasi kerabu W** A*** so aku macam hmm okay lah and just senyap je the entire car ride to the pasar malam. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Aku perasan lah if I don't like something, I'll just be diam je cause I am not that good in articulating my words and end up the other party tu akan terasa or the messages that I want to convey tak sampai dengan betulnya. It happens a lot of time with Mimi sampai kan dia pun tak tahu masalah aku apa or apa salah dia. Okay, back to today's issue aku macam okaylah pergi je lah pasar malam near to our house tu sebab aku macam nak Mimi can go where he wanted and buy what he wanted kan eventhough aku tak dapat beli nasi kerabu. Haha kecik je halnya tapi disebabkan aku tak dapat nak articulate my words and communicate it with him dah jadi besar sampai gue menangis dalam kereta 😂.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">So yeap, lepas ni kena belajar untuk articulate my words and thoughts better so that we can communicate and convey our messages better. tapi nanti if ada anak I want to train them to be a good communicator. I don't want to be that typical Asian mother yang "HAA MENJAWAB!". Ahgitu cakap je sekarang tapi tak tahu lah in the future. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">PS: Tulis kat sini because I need somewhere to vent out my thoughts and feelings. Should I do a private blog just for me sebab dah macam oversharing dah. </span></div>eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-28007456025043480142022-02-15T05:47:00.004-08:002022-02-15T05:47:53.525-08:00TTC Updates #2<p><span style="background-color: #d5a6bd;"> <span style="font-family: verdana;">So here's my second updates</span></span></p><p><span style="background-color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br /></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;">Last week on Friday I successfully did the papsmear. Yeay! Sengaja tak makan ubat Progesterone tu lagi sebab takut on Friday tu period then taleh buat papsmear then delay lagi, lagi lambat lah tahu we can deduct out the possibilities of cancer. Hopefully the result came out negative 🤞. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;">Then dah sebab ada waktu terluang terus pergi Hospital Putrajaya sebab dah dapat surat refer from kk untuk fertility clinic. So easy ye parking dekat Hospital Putrajaya. Dekat sana just simple je urusan dia, I gave my surat refer to the nurse kat klinik pakar OnG tu then nurse tu kata kena datang lagi untuk ambil darah masa period hari ke-2 and hari ke-21. Then ada appointment with doctor lepas raya. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;">And on isnin I started with my Progesterone tablets untuk bagi period sebab still period tak datang lagi (harini dah hari ke-77 cycle without the kehadiran of period 😤). I was actually hoping that my period come naturally without the help of medicine tapi lama sangat aih nak tunggu. sis penardd. Tapi the side effects of Progesterone tu macam nak datang dah which is I started feeling a lit bit more emotional? </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;">Okay dah for now thats my updates.</span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;">PS: Manusia memang susah untuk pandang the bright sides of something kan, tak tahu lah orang lain, tapi aku selalu macam ah sedihnya tak dapat something something tapi sebenarnya aku lupa nak pandang apa yang Allah dah bagi banyak dekat aku. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="background-color: white;">So In Shaa Allah kena ingatkan diri untuk sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah bagi even sekecil apa pun. Alhamdulillah. ah gitu ustazah pulak. </span></span></p>eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-53329279326625250622022-02-10T03:00:00.001-08:002022-02-10T03:00:22.366-08:00TTC Updates<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: helvetica;">Uploading my TTC journey here for future readings/references P1.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;">So yeah I have been married for a year and 1 month already but our rezeki of having a baby is not yet bestowed (can ke guna bestowed?) to us. </span><span style="font-family: helvetica;">I know my husband really wanted a baby so I am kinda sad every time my period came as it was like another month of failure. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;">But on early December my period came and it become nonexistent until now. Tried UPT on Jumaat before CNY week but the result is negative. I was worried lah kan sebab tak pernah selama tu period tak datang. So the next day tu I went to a clinic. Dr did ultrasound on me and did not found any yolk inside my uterus </span><span style="font-family: helvetica;">(not pregnant)</span><span style="font-family: helvetica;"> </span><span style="font-family: helvetica;">and the uterus lining is quite thick sebab period tak datang lagi. He suggested to take </span><span style="font-family: helvetica;">β-hCG test to confirm I am not pregnant but I can't do the test on that day as it was nearing CNY therefore the labs will be closed. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;">So on CNY berjalan merata but still my period is not coming. After CNY week, I decided to go to KK near my house. There pun buat UPT and still negative. Dr made me do the papsmear to check for the possibility of cancer (yang ni ghisau, what if my irregular periods tu is beacuse I have cancer. Can't deduct out this possibility as some of family members do have cancer but semoga dijauhkan). So back to my day at KK, but when the nurse wanted to take a swab of my inside, she said there's blood and said that maybe your period nak start ni dik. Because of this we can't do the papsmear as the blood might interfere with the result. So pakai lah seluar balik 😅</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Then I went back to the doctor and she prescribed me with Progesterone tablets (Ravimed) to help with my period. I also asked her to refer me to Hospital Putrajaya for the fertility plans (yang ni tak tahu lagi bila nak pergi). She also made appointments for me to test my blood for hormones level etc and also rescheduled my papsmear appointment (hopefully boleh proceed so that we can take out any possibility of cancer tapi lama jugak lah dapat result sebab nurse tu kata dalam masa 6 minggu).</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Ps : Some backstory, whereas my husband really wanted a baby, for me I was afraid of having child of my own. The thought of "can I be a good mother? can I support this baby? and I always think that babies are so fragile and etc" always comes into my mind. Before getting married I thought to myself can we wait a year or two till we are really ready to have a baby and I told my parent what I was thinking at that time. They scolded me as they said jangan takut dengan rezeki Allah, maybe your child will open up more pintu rezeki for you guys. something like that lah dorang cakap. so I was like is this karma for me sebab takut dengan rezeki Allah. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div>eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-58837662175676173282021-12-12T20:56:00.002-08:002021-12-12T21:02:25.672-08:00goodbye 2021?<p> it has been a year of married life,</p><p><br /></p><p>Alhamdullilah all is well, but normal lah kan few bumps here and there. I can see the differences of perangai of me and him at the early few months of perkahwinan and now. Eventhough baru setahun jagung kalau nak dibandingkan orang lain punya perkahwinan but all I can say is all the cliché nasihat that others have been telling which is banyak bersabar and don't expect your partner will be perfect, sebab you pun tak perfect and your partner have more kesabaran nak hadap your whatever perangai you bring to the table.</p><p>For the next year and more years to come, semoga kami dimurahkan rezeki baby and moneyyy dan semoga kami kekal berkasih sayang sehingga ke akhir hayat kami. amin semuaa please. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhLWw4dKfGskhTtSnbgIi7Dud_Bc71mEWWDJBMNHK8v1gG9rGGF4JgDxpggS6p9tJmjOPt1KtVEHVqGjz1Wg42LUfot3l7FzGDyArHZ60jY3L-4-0M3PdWu0L0JcXcRe8PQP20Z5U6To-GeEH0rZEoi091qlsu8rz0BJkQWOyYLNiQSa-kUJGJxUwBoXg=s1350" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1350" data-original-width="1080" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhLWw4dKfGskhTtSnbgIi7Dud_Bc71mEWWDJBMNHK8v1gG9rGGF4JgDxpggS6p9tJmjOPt1KtVEHVqGjz1Wg42LUfot3l7FzGDyArHZ60jY3L-4-0M3PdWu0L0JcXcRe8PQP20Z5U6To-GeEH0rZEoi091qlsu8rz0BJkQWOyYLNiQSa-kUJGJxUwBoXg=s320" width="256" /></a></div><p style="text-align: right;">thank you for everything and I love you more sayang. </p>eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-3118745650003399542021-05-04T18:52:00.002-07:002021-05-04T18:52:15.518-07:00Huru-haranya <p>1. MTP dah 2nd time kena reject, penat lah buat benda ni. </p><p>2. Changing new job, exciting but scared at the same time</p><p>3. Old job is trying to poach me back with such a tempted position (dream job ftw) </p><p><br /></p><p>Adulting sucks</p><p><br /></p>Chuakaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03285056102136747185noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-91233420499624347472020-09-23T18:36:00.001-07:002020-09-23T18:36:09.091-07:00Kecik ke besar<p><span style="font-family: Shadows Into Light;">Still terngiang-ngiang lepak dalam benak fikiran memori lepak bilik 52 Blok E ramai ramai, that bus ride going home, makan berbuka puasa semeja (I'm getting teary eyed) and banyak lagi memori manis dan pahit masa lalu.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: Shadows Into Light;">and this year, In shaa Allah two of us will be getting married. Timah dulu and then aku In Shaa Allah. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: Shadows Into Light;">TIME FLIES!</span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjT3s87t9bjJaT-Y_hmfp9kA5VVoPn8rPe3tG8BQcGLMTfUs-IgETPpNJDpuqJd6QLh1mwJqqUXhv_oTKmtzgvVSwM7fjnsXjHVArMLDfuIWUeaOVp_17uatkYAMfjYlRCAknH1rRX4fceM/s2048/2020-09-21-014643350.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjT3s87t9bjJaT-Y_hmfp9kA5VVoPn8rPe3tG8BQcGLMTfUs-IgETPpNJDpuqJd6QLh1mwJqqUXhv_oTKmtzgvVSwM7fjnsXjHVArMLDfuIWUeaOVp_17uatkYAMfjYlRCAknH1rRX4fceM/s320/2020-09-21-014643350.jpg" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8pyTiRzOORPcmPEODLKii5eLWtxkkTB5akPot0gU5-UZLtL1n8tN0eLKQgJ5LdPoEyTjuc1DvHHiI3yqmW19iF2btAFoAyRnes_l3eQ9b3vtq_L963t5vMmHzfgC5DrGfvXVh2243acqi/s2048/2020-09-21-014730882.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8pyTiRzOORPcmPEODLKii5eLWtxkkTB5akPot0gU5-UZLtL1n8tN0eLKQgJ5LdPoEyTjuc1DvHHiI3yqmW19iF2btAFoAyRnes_l3eQ9b3vtq_L963t5vMmHzfgC5DrGfvXVh2243acqi/s320/2020-09-21-014730882.jpg" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim6mGG3l9Kif_mCdYKy8zy4oRfU0-2yRaMqfakHrjEoxFpXjfYdX6DXk0A_OlIrcr0QKNqzG_YG_rQh2lEvxcKh0uL9Ez9ACxl9HaiSrsUyoMd271XS89cloFktukz-H8RnO6Z3MYjV8kh/s2048/IMG_20200921_133844_754.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim6mGG3l9Kif_mCdYKy8zy4oRfU0-2yRaMqfakHrjEoxFpXjfYdX6DXk0A_OlIrcr0QKNqzG_YG_rQh2lEvxcKh0uL9Ez9ACxl9HaiSrsUyoMd271XS89cloFktukz-H8RnO6Z3MYjV8kh/s320/IMG_20200921_133844_754.JPG" /></a></div>eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-39727422086296991182020-09-02T07:32:00.000-07:002020-09-02T07:32:35.452-07:00Mustahil<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmVp-dr1OxgkvJJISPyrbSMKqTvvDeBlxQ_5cP45cj3M1_cnbPuegK6POKiORQCpsW1aU0unzJlfjiZyk6bL1gNJ0GlGSJ6LQeQYfyGdEHlJUmNC3GN0Re2tw6VTGvUYTz_U4NzUHA4VSd/s2048/2017-12-18+02.45.50+1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmVp-dr1OxgkvJJISPyrbSMKqTvvDeBlxQ_5cP45cj3M1_cnbPuegK6POKiORQCpsW1aU0unzJlfjiZyk6bL1gNJ0GlGSJ6LQeQYfyGdEHlJUmNC3GN0Re2tw6VTGvUYTz_U4NzUHA4VSd/s640/2017-12-18+02.45.50+1.jpg" /></a></div><br /><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: x-small;">Menjengah langit, leher lenguh</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: x-small;">Menjenguk impian, hati mengeluh</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: x-small;">Melihat hadapan, wajah menjadi keruh</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: x-small;">Awan kalau dapat ku capai, ahh bullshit it's terlalu jauh.</span></div></div>admkassimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17238207650757654346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-10472378761826208322020-05-15T22:33:00.000-07:002020-05-15T22:33:05.851-07:00Tutt tu doo Halo,<br />
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Sedikit update. Harini dah hari ke-50++ MCO (loss count dah)<br />
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<br />Chuakaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03285056102136747185noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-60457816620575839362019-11-11T21:04:00.003-08:002019-11-11T21:04:44.819-08:00HopeSemoga Mardhiah tidak berputus asa dalam menghabiskan pengajian Master beliau dan masih mampu untuk melompat mencapai harapan.<br />
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<br />eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-73970591219169535682019-11-03T07:56:00.000-08:002019-11-03T07:56:10.307-08:00November<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
makin lama umur makin meningkat. Harapnya seketul asyikin semakin matang hahaha. Bila bukak blog mesti terbukak blog orang lama. Tak sangka semua dah jadi kenangan. Mula2 sangat manis, lama2 sangat pahit. Semua pun berubah. How time flies. Fuhh throwback. Dari mood ok terus jadi mood sendu. Almaklumla sendu hourr. Tak heran sangat nak menulis pun sebab tahu orang lama takkan bukak blog ni dah. 🤣🤣🤣 semoga Allah mudahkan asyikin nak offtag esokk. Aminnn. Tapii Happy jugak sebab harini first time akak bagi conduct delivery. That baby gonna be my first baby okk. Hihihi. So far so good. Hope for more fortunes in november😎💕 and now aku tido lambat sebab termasuk blog and terasa nak menulis. Aku aim nak tido pukul 11. Now dah 12!!!!! #emo<div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-22267718353711140982019-11-02T10:15:00.000-07:002019-11-02T10:27:14.879-07:00God Knows I Tried <span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: xx-small;"><i>I looked up at the sky to find an answer,</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Fuhh, lots of things are crossing my mind right now and I guess this </span><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">is like the most suitable place to let at least part of it out of my untangled mind right </span><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Honestly, sometimes I feel like life is unfair. Kenapa orang tu dapat lebih, kenapa dia ni sempurna (lol iblis menghasut sangat padahal no one is perfect) while me here duduk bersihkan dapur, pergi beli barang dapur.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Macam malamni, I was crying while brushing the floor. I was thinking what happened if Ma is still alive. Mesti hidup tak sendu sangat macamni. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Oh, aku juga baru lepas marah adik aku sebab dia terhilangkan kunci motor. Oh how I hate my hot tempered me. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">I have no control over my anger and I let harsh words slipped out of my mouth easily. Kesian adik aku dapat kakak baran macamni. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Three years has passed and I feel like my life jadi semakin hilang arah without a guidance from a person called mom.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Abah is getting older and dah tak sekuat dulu. God, why parents kena jadi tua :'( Tak boleh ke diorang tua sama-sama dengan kita and leave the world pun sama-sama. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Bila difikirkan balik kan, till this day apa yang buat aku kuat adalah apa pun yang jadi, dig the hikmah. Cari sampai jumpa sampai kau boleh hadirkan rasa redha dengan apa yang jadi dekat diri kau.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;">Again macam malamni, after dah tumpah air mata tadi, aku bagitahu diri aku at least bangun tidur pagi esok dapur dah bersih and wangi. </span></div>
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admkassimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17238207650757654346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-17968879359726907582019-10-16T12:11:00.001-07:002019-10-16T12:11:21.094-07:00Late night thoughtIt’s 2.33 am and I can’t sleep.<div><br></div><div>Shizz. Aku dah tutup lampu menguap banyak kali tapi still otak aktif fikir macam macam. Dan benda ni dah berlarutan untuk beberapa malam dah. </div><div><br></div><div>And hampir setiap malam aku tak boleh tidur mesti aku teringatkan arwah tok perempuan. Bukan teringat in a sedih way but in a good way.</div><div><br></div><div>Tok orang kampung, masa muda hidup susah, dah tua pun kuat bekerja. Tapi benda yang paling aku suka pasal tok ialah dia punya hubungan dengan sedara mara and orang kampung. </div><div><br></div><div>Bagusnya hubungan dia dengan orang lain bayangkan masa aku kecik setiap kali balik kampung mesti ada tetamu dekat jauh datang rumah tok. Tak kira musim raya ke tak always ada orang datang. Kadang datang borak minum kopi kadang datang makan tengah hari. </div><div>Rumah tok constantly, always ada tetamu. </div><div> </div><div>Dan tok salah satu benda dia suka buat is bagi orang makan. Dia suka buat kenduri doa selamat panggil orang kampung makan. Setiap kali bulan puasa wajib buat majlis buka puasa dekat rumah dia and panggil orang masjid datang. </div><div><br></div><div>Sekarang bila arwah tok dah takde, rumah tu pon jadi sunyi. Dah takde orang datang. Makan makan time bulan puasa pon dah jadi exclusive pada family member je.</div><div><br></div><div>Tapi orang tetap selalu ingat arwah tok. Orang orang akan selalu ingat tok as someone yang “suka bagi orang makan”. And bila orang ingat pasal benda yang baik tentang orang yang kita sayang, I feel happy 🥰</div>Neda Baharudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11481159768684093348noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-57812898522291804002019-08-21T03:21:00.002-07:002019-08-21T03:23:42.857-07:00Would II was lost<br />
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At the end of the day,<br />
I lost my conscience,<br />
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I almost lost my faith,<br />
thing that I'm afraid of<br />
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But today,<br />
There's a short article I went through<br />
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About how parents navigate us to different path everyday from school,<br />
but we trust them because we know that they will keep us safe.<br />
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So does our God,<br />
He navigates us on different path,<br />
paths that we do not know,<br />
but it's going somewhere,<br />
Somewhere better and safe.<br />
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So here, dearself<br />
Don't strayChuakaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03285056102136747185noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-80490526688473894082019-08-10T11:53:00.000-07:002019-08-10T11:53:19.921-07:00Funny<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I wanna share some stories abt patients that i encountered today. I dont know how but i got 4 cases of finger amputation that attract my attention. Other case biasa2. Just these cases yg buat diri rasa nak muhasabah. Lol. Back to the story, some cases rasa kesian. Ye la pagi2 kerja cari rezeki. Nak potong kayu sekali terpotong tangannn. Total amputate weh index finger dia. Thumb pulak almost total amputation. Can you imagine actually kalau takde ibu jari, kita susah sangat nak buat kerja. Its like ibu jari is the main thing yg bolehkan kau buat semua benda. Kalau putus, boleh ke nak pegang gelas xde tangkai? Nak sikat rambut? Bila bgtau dia jari mungkin kena buang dia mcm sedih je tapi nak buat mcm mana kena redha jugak. Hopefully ibu jari dia survived!. Then another story this foreigner termasuk jari dlm mesin grinder time kerja. 😭😭 sampai putus tendon. Jari tak boleh flex and extend. Kesiann. This one uncle pulak nak halau monyet at his kebun by using mercun bola but instead tak sempat baling mercun bola suda selamat meletup di tangan beliau yaa..hilang separuh jari. Makanya kena ada belas ihsan sesama makhluk allah ha gitu. Buat jahat dibalas jahat. Instead of guna mercun mungkin boleh cari ikhtiar lain? Ok done. Another one i tak clerk so i dont know wht happened to his finger actually. Huhu. This love hate relationship with my job is really a thing. Sure there are good and bad days too. Time bad days tu "nak quit" tu dah macam zikir hari2 hahaha. But many thankss to polos yang sudi dengar my ranting as always. I love my girls😘😘. Saranghae shipshippuda. -🐥-</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-3057546318830660802019-07-04T08:15:00.003-07:002019-07-04T08:15:46.218-07:00Kuasa Tuhan<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">In the light of recent event, my understanding of kunfayakun deepens very much (maybe not much because maybe in another event I'll have another perspective tapi buat masa sekarang beginilah kefahaman aku).</span><div>
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eos :)http://www.blogger.com/profile/16867374624889055509noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-67343168154442477572019-07-04T02:38:00.001-07:002019-07-04T02:43:41.587-07:00اي گوت فري تايم ، ايم گوننا وايست يت<img id="id_dc55_1cee_ab21_fa34" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/1hibo5EkXa4tehQ-FOpM67HBxKPevhd4Kq210e4FK-53wFZZeJ9FuobG7sw" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 353px; height: auto;"><br>Bosan sebab dah uninstall twitter sebab I spend hours and hours on it. Tapi bila takde bosan. bila ada buang masa. So nadia akan rajin update kan blog dekat sini ye. walaupon isi dia kosong 😀Neda Baharudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11481159768684093348noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-30852881018282388952019-07-02T23:38:00.001-07:002019-07-02T23:38:36.319-07:00Polos is the new blackWazzup wazzup gais. <div><br></div><div>Yeay boleh sambung ketidakmatangan after so long. </div><div><br></div><div>Btw, this is how I look after many years leaving high school. </div><div><img id="id_2c17_d02_4426_95f6" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/WzUb-rCv-DiltgfJyfi8gSAeKCQQUc-grN7E7KqldqhexMM2MAprule07OI" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 353px; height: auto;"><br><br> K bai</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Neda Baharudinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11481159768684093348noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-46921046884864043952019-07-02T21:57:00.001-07:002019-07-02T21:58:22.151-07:00After 4 yearsUpdate:<br />
This is me now. More sophisticated and matured then ever<br />
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Paling penting. Makin cantik<br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>Hati seakan sedih menangisi sepi,</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>Ke mana hujan mahu berlari?</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>Ke mana angin mahu menari?</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>Datanglah padaku wahai kekasih hati,</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>Aaacewahhh izinkan nyah berpuisi sikit sebab nak try jadi author sebagai "admkassim" bukan "gigit kuku".</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>K dah tu je bai.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>-nyah-</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>Update: oh nanti dia tulis posted by kita punya email username instead of by Buku Hitam. So takyah dah letak -nyah- after this. </b></span></div>
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admkassimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17238207650757654346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-5144791998187890772019-07-02T18:24:00.000-07:002019-07-02T22:37:55.239-07:00Quick Updates<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Quick update on my life;</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">On Monday, an ant entered my ear and made a joke of my life. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">That ant might be doing a ziarah hari raya to his/her family because before this when I was little, the same thing had happened to me but with kelkatu. But the kelkatu tak sempat keluar sebab dr tu bunuh dia. Innalillah kelkatu you gonna be heard. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">but eeh what year is it polos dah boleh tulis balik?</span><br />
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you all know who am I.</div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yayyyy, we got the blog back. </span><div>
<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Tak sabar nak tulis more and more! </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">More to</span><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> come, إنشاء الله 😘</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">-nyah-</span></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1306120775373837764.post-38223591153550054532019-07-02T07:11:00.000-07:002019-07-02T07:11:27.947-07:00Moved on<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
"So Yesterday"<br />
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You can change your life - if you wanna<br />
You can change your clothes - if you wanna<br />
If you change your mind<br />
Well, that's the way it goes<br />
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But I'm gonna keep your jeans<br />
And your old black hat - cause I wanna<br />
They look good on me<br />
You're never gonna get them back<br />
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At least not today, not today, not today<br />
'cause<br />
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If it's over, let it go and<br />
Come tomorrow it will seem<br />
So yesterday, so yesterday<br />
I'm just a bird that's already flown away<br />
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Laugh it off let it go and<br />
When you wake up it will seem<br />
So yesterday, so yesterday<br />
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay<br />
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You can say you're bored - if you wanna<br />
You can act real tough - if you wanna<br />
You can say you're torn<br />
But I've heard enough<br />
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Thank you... you made my mind up for me<br />
When you started to ignore me<br />
Do you see a single tear<br />
It isn't gonna happen here<br />
At least not today, not today, not today<br />
'cause<br />
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If you're over me, I'm already over you<br />
If it's all been done, what is left to do<br />
How can you hang up if the line is dead<br />
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead<br />
If you're moving on, I'm already gone<br />
If the light is off then it isn't on<br />
At least not today, not today, not today<br />
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-syikin-</div>
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